NUFC going to be relagated?.

I know we had a really bad season, premiership wise, but i really think the problem is that we were playing in Europe as well, and we are not blessed with the never-ending players the likes of Man United and Chelsea have.

I really don't think we will be relegated. Think we may just survive by the skin of our teeth, and, then hopefully, next season climb back into the top half of the table again.

I really do want the toon to do well, but i sometimes wonder if us going playing in Europe was really a good thing, as it has left us in peril at the bottom of the table.

I don't really need my other blog.

I do have another blog, which i decided to start to talk about my love of a certain band.

Then i realize that a lot of fan's of the band have done the same thing, and now there's a lot of fan site's and blogs dedicated to the band, and they pretty much have the same stuff on them.

So, i really don't need my other blog, as i am not really adding anything to the fan world of the band. At least this blog is about me, and my randomness, and i am VERY unique, so unlikely to get some of my posts anywhere else.

This blog is what i love doing, and my other blog is just taking my time away from this one.

Tyler Hilton.

I LOVED him in 'One tree hill' playing the fantastic Chris Keller (though, i know people like Chris in real life, and they're not so fantastic), and i've always thought about listening to his music (he's a singer-songwriter, as well as being an actor), so over the weekend i downloaded a couple of his tracks, and was very impressed with what i heard.

'Picture perfect' is a lovely song, and i love it, i think it's my favourite of all the tracks i downloaded. I also love 'Prince of nothing charming', i may be wrong here (if i am, then sorry), but i'm sure that may be a cover of someone else's song, not sure whose though. Or i could be totally wrong, and Tyler could have wrote it.

Anyway, i really liked what i heard, and i am gonna have to get an album of his to put in my collection, as i really love his voice.

Just thought i would share my new discovery with you all.

So i have opened a fanfiction.net account.

I write a lot of fan fictions. At the moment, my obsession is The Monkees and Body of proof (and L&O C.I Zack and Serena fluff). I just write the stories and then put them in a file on my room.

And that used to be enough, but not anymore. I LOVE writing. I love being expressive, and even if people think they're crap, well, at least my writing is out there, and getting read.

I have yet to actually publish anything on there, but i have had a look around the site, and get a feel for it.

I'm gonna have a read through my fan fic stories, and i am gonna pick a few to put on there, and see if they get reviews and see what people think.

It's gonna be scary, but it's something i need to do.

My guilty pleasures number four. The royal.

The Royal was a ITV Sunday night drama, set in a 1960's Yorkshire hospital, in the same vein as Heartbeat.

Yes, the royal was like a soap opera, but it was a nice, simple drama that the entire family could sit down and watch.

And, it had it's action packed moments. At least once a series, one of the doctors (usually DR.Omerod) had to risk life and limb in some dangerous rescue. That was as adventureous as it got.

I have develop a love of the show when its been repeated on weekend mornings on ITV3. My mum loves this show, so always watches them, and i have grown to love the show too.

Sometimes, there's nothing wrong with gentle and character driven drama that is feel good, and nostalgic.

I have a strange obsession with Bobby Darin.

I have always loved "Dreamlover". Ever since i was a little girl, i have been in love with that song.

As i grew up, i discovered that i actually loved a lot about Bobby Darin.

He was a real inspiration, knowing he may not live to be that old (due to a heart condition he had), he was driven.

He grew up thinking his actual grandmother was his mother, and his actual mother was his sister. I can't imagine how you would deal with something like that.

He also planned to elope with Connie Francis (another singer from the era i adore), and when her father found out, he threatened to kill Bobby, bringing an end to their romance.

He was a singer of many genre's, and made every song his own, He wrote some great song's and he acted. He was a very talented man. It's sad that he died before i was born, as i would have loved to have seen him in concert. And i am sure many other fan's would share the same opinion.

A little story by me 'Forgiven'.

As she sat oppisite him, she knew this would never work out. There was too much history that she couldn't forget.
She owed herself the chance to know if she could forgive him. The simple answer was no, she couldn't.
She spoke quietly,"I'm sorry, i can't do this".
He looked at her with a vacant expression in his face. "You can't do what?".
"Forgive you" she answered, quietly. "I wish i could, and i have tried, believe me i have. I just can't get past what happened".
He nodded, sadly at her. "I do understand", his tone was sombre and filled with sadness. "I think i knew, deep down, that it was too much to ask of you. I knew you could never forgive me for what i did".
She reached down to collect her purse."I think i just realise now that i don't need a father", she admitted, truthfully. "I'm an adult and i can take care of myself".
He nodded in agreement. "I am proud of you. You have turned into a fine young woman".
They said their goodbyes, and he watched her walk out of his life, like he had done to her.