Some weird guy has moved in....

I walked in yesterday, when he arrived, and he was like "Do you live here?."

No, i'm just visiting the inmates at the asylum, i was so tempted to say.

The weird thing is his eyes. They're wide open, and he doesn't blink. It's a bit unnerving to be around.

Oh, and the best thing is he's two door's up from me. And the light's aren't working. What is it with me and weirdo's?.

Update on my mole worry.

I went to the doctor about the weirdness of my moles, and he had a look at them and assured me that everything is fine.

I do need to have them checked reguarly, but i don't have anything to worry about at the moment.

But it was good i went. If in doubt, get it checked out.

Have you ever thought about doing a 'bucket list'?.

I know it's not the most cheerful of subject's, but in a way it can be, as it's all about achieving ambition's and knowing what you want out of life, and that seem's pretty positive to me.

Someone recently asked me if i had a 'bucket list', and the honest answer is no. I hadn't really thought about it before, but there are a lot of thing's that i wanna do and accomplish in my life, and, at the moment, my life does lack direction, and maybe a 'bucket list' is just what i need to get motivated again.

So, i'm gonna have a think and i'm gonna start making my list of thing's i wanna do before i "kick the bucket".

Why we should remember 'remembrance' day.

This is the day that we remember all the soldier's who lost their lives in battle,

I think it's important that we do remember EVERY soldier who died in battle, and also thank EVERY soldier who has ever fought in battle. They put their lives on the line to try to make the world a safer place.

I remember when i was at school, we did a project about world war II and we had these ex soldier's come in and talk to us. Each one was affected by what they had gone through, and that just stayed with me ever since: how much death and destruction they had seen, and yet survived and were able to move on with their lives and talk about their experiences.


I'm against war, but know that, sometimes, there is no other way. No matter where you stand, pro war or anti war, we should all remember the soldiers.

Time for me to leave.

I've realized, as i've been writing my future best seller (lol) that, as my character has also realized, that it is time to leave this house behind.

I miss my privacy. I miss having my own space, where i can just shut myself away and not be disturbed.

Even when i do that here, someone always knocks asking if they can borrow something, or do i have credit, or why aren't i downstairs watching telly down there.

I'm just feeling claustrophobic and depressed here, and i'm sick and tired of living with the druggies, alcoholic's and the other scum society has turned it's back on.

Fair enough, if the druggies and alco's try to change their lives, but most here don't. They don't care about anything other than getting their next fix.

Well, i'm tired of it. I wanna leave this place. Yes, it's been good, in some way's, but i really need to leave now.

I could manage this house.

The old manager was lovely. Her hubby was a bit dodgy, but from day one, she helped us and made sure we were ok.

That's what this place needs. Someone who can get rid of all the scum, and be tough when needed, but also somebody who listen's and tries to help with your problem's.

There's a guy here who is, well was, friendly with the bosses. He's a bit of a tough guy, and said he would have loved to run this place, but doesn't have the admin skills to do that.

I do. I was thinking we could have managed this place until a replacement for the old manager could have been found.

Well, the guy has, apparently, fallen out of favour with the dodgy bosses, so it look's like it's bye bye to the dream that something good might actually happen to this place anytime soon.

Nobody else cares, and i'm wondering why should i?. The answer?. I have to live here.

I have made a doctor's appointment...

To get the mole that has changed colour looked at. I figured that was better than making myself crazy with worry over what it may (or may not) be.
 
I've made a promise to myself that i'm not gonna worry about it.
 
Also, another one i have has become itchy, so gonna get that looked at, too.
 
Sorry for the little post, but just wanted to update.

I have a mole that's changing colour.

Just recently noticed that i have a mole, on the small of my back, that's changing colour, from a dark brown to a pink.

That can't be good. And it's freaking me out.

I have a 'housemate' who is being tested for skin cancer due to a dodgy mole, and now i have a dodgy mole, i can't help but think 'eek'.

Hopefully, though, it won't be that. I'm not gonna panic. I am gonna go to the doctor and see what he say's. It could be anything.

Main plan: Not to worry until i have to. It's nothing to worry about. I just need to see why it's changing colour.