I've realized, as i've been writing my future best seller (lol) that, as my character has also realized, that it is time to leave this house behind.
I miss my privacy. I miss having my own space, where i can just shut myself away and not be disturbed.
Even when i do that here, someone always knocks asking if they can borrow something, or do i have credit, or why aren't i downstairs watching telly down there.
I'm just feeling claustrophobic and depressed here, and i'm sick and tired of living with the druggies, alcoholic's and the other scum society has turned it's back on.
Fair enough, if the druggies and alco's try to change their lives, but most here don't. They don't care about anything other than getting their next fix.
Well, i'm tired of it. I wanna leave this place. Yes, it's been good, in some way's, but i really need to leave now.
I miss my privacy. I miss having my own space, where i can just shut myself away and not be disturbed.
Even when i do that here, someone always knocks asking if they can borrow something, or do i have credit, or why aren't i downstairs watching telly down there.
I'm just feeling claustrophobic and depressed here, and i'm sick and tired of living with the druggies, alcoholic's and the other scum society has turned it's back on.
Fair enough, if the druggies and alco's try to change their lives, but most here don't. They don't care about anything other than getting their next fix.
Well, i'm tired of it. I wanna leave this place. Yes, it's been good, in some way's, but i really need to leave now.
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