I really do like my voluntary work....

But I was under the impression that voluntary work was meant to boost
your confidence.

It's actually deflating mine.

I have decided that I really don't care anymore. I'm the girl who
makes a cup of tea wrong (apparently) so I'm never going to be able to
win.

So why bother?.

When I do the job then I am feeling confident. But then the nitpicking
start's and it just deflates my confidence.

In the last few day's I've:

Made tea wrong. Apparently I'm putting the cup, saucer, spoon combi
wrong. How I dunno.

I'm wiping tables wrong. Yet I'm doing the EXACT same thing as everyone else.

If I put washing up liquid in the sink, I get wrong for it as the
washing up liquid 'sticks' to the dishes and it overflows the
dishwasher. I also get wrong when I don't use washing up liquid, as
the dishes don't get clean.

The till always go weird for everyone who uses it for discount, only I
get told to 'be more careful'.

If there's dishes in the sink, and I try to serve a customer, I get
told to carry on with the dishes. If I do that, then I get wrong for
not serving the customer.

If there's a queue of customer's (which happens 90 % of the time) and
people leave while you're serving them, you get wrong for not cleaning
the tables. Well, I get wrong.

The really annoying thing is that I am pretty much convinced I won't
be needed there next week. I'm sure, with the way thing's are going,
I'm going to get told when the woman who's sick comes back, I'm going
to be told I'm sacked.

The way thing's are heading I wouldn't be surprised. I'm just not able
to do anything right. Everyone else is doing the same thing, but only
I get told it's wrong.

Maybe this thing just isn't for me.