Person of Interest. Who is Nathan?.

I think everybody knows how much i love this show by now. And i really do love it.

I was watching the episode on channel 5 last night, it was the one with the man and woman having the same identity, and Finch ended up taking estacy (which was really funny, by the way).

Anyway, at the end of the episode Reese said "Goodnight Finch", and he replied "Goodnight Nathan".

The big question is: Is Reese's name really Nathan?. If not, who is he?.

I know a lot of people may already know the answer to this, as the uk is way behind with this show. I have read some spoilers for season two, but none of them mentioned Nathan.

And i am glad. I wanna know who Nathan is, but i wanna wait for the show to tell me. I like how this show is complex and takes time to build, and tell a story. I will wait to find out who Nathan really is.

Some quotes form "Castle".

I love Castle. It's one of my mum's (and mine) favourite shows.

It's a light hearted crime show about a crime writer, Richard Castle, who uses NYPD detective Kate Beckett as his inspiration for character, Nikki Heat. Cue lots of sexual tension and some pretty funny quotes.

Castle: I am ruggedly handsome, aren't i?.

Beckett: It's accompany and observe, not partcipate and annoy.

Castle: It's family moments like these i will never forget.
Alexis: With a good therapist, hopefully i will.

Castle: Let me know what i can do to make it up to you.
Beckett: You could leave me alone.
Castle: Yes. I tried that and it didn't work. Hey, i can buy you a pony.

If you like light hearted, kinda quirky shows then please check out this show. It's a fun show to watch, and you may love it as much as my mum and i do.

Got my next work programme appointment tomorrow.

I am actually looking forward to getting back into a routine and get out and meet new people.

I really enjoyed my group session the other day. It was fun, and i was paired with someone who i got on well with, and i like the idea of being in the same groups with the same people the whole time.

I have decided that i am not taking medication. I am not taking a pill, that is going to make me feel worse and is gonna be a nightmare to actually come off, to solve all my problems. Instead i am gonna work at them, and that means i can actually see the progress i am making and learn about who i am.

I have worked hard to get where i am now, and i am gonna continue to work at it. I am not gonna give in and take a pill to solve all my problems. That is too easy.

My favourite Red Dwarf quotes.

I have seen every episode of Red Dwarf about 100 times. I love it. I thought i would share some of my favourite quotes from the show.

Rimmer: Over the years i have come to regard you as...people i met.

Rimmer: What are we frightenly low on? Oxygen?.
Kryten: Worse. Fabric softener.

Kryten: He wont throw anything away because it reminds him of the good times he had with Rimmer. I must have blinked and missed them.

Kryten: They've taken Mr. Rimmer.
Cat: Quick, lets get out of here before they decide to bring him back.

Kryten: You're probably thinking is this going to affect my life?, and i've been thinking about this and, the answer is...yes, it is.

I will be ok when i start a new job.

I had a load of anxiety about when i find a new job. Will i find a new job?. Will i settle in ok?. Will i get on well with everyone?. Will i be able to actually do the job?. Or will the boss realize he's made a huge mistake and fire me.

Well, today i have decided that i really have nothing to be anxious over. I will be fine WHEN (and not if) i find a new job.

And, yes i will be scared and have the usual first day nerves, but i am staying positive and i am deciding that i am not gonna worry about things that may (and probably wont) happen. Instead i am deciding to focus on the positives in my life and thinking good things about myself.

To quote the Anastacia song "i'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired". And i am also tired of worrying about everything.

It really is time i find a solution so i can actually start enjoying life and all of it's challenges again.

I really liked Mr. Selfridge until.....

I love the show. I think it's perfect Sunday night entertainment. Soapy and not too taxing on the brain. I don't like one thing though.

Why couldn't the writers keep Agnes and Henri together?. Why, after weeks of building up their sweet relationship have the writers now decided that they couldn't love each other?. Why couldn't we ignore they are widely different, and just keep them together a while longer?.

I'm even more sad about the fact Victor is gonna win Agnes over. This is the guy who prostituted himself out to Lady Mae who promised to buy him a restraunt. Are we really meant to like him and Agnes together, just because they are both from the same background?.

And was Victor really that dumb to think that Lady Mae could love him in the first place?.

Too scared to take my medication.

I went to the doctors on monday and was prescribed some antidepressants, to help with my anxiety and mood swings.

But i am scared of taking them as the side effects are more scary than the actual symptoms are. I know that it's only for a few weeks,until they get into my system, but those few weeks can be a long time when you feel worse than you ever have done.

I think i need a second opinion and to talk to someone about my worries.