I'm a lucky girl.

I have the BEST boyfriend in the world. Why is that, i hear you ask, well, let me tell you why.

I aint easy to handle at times. I get moody and over emotional, but he knows when i need a hug and when i need to just rant, he listen's to me.

He gives the best hug's ever.

He makes me laugh. A lot. Often when he doesn't mean to.

He's quite old fashioned in a lot of ways. He open's door's for me, and makes sure i'm safe and he buy's me stuff (he bought me a bear to cheer me up the other week) and he's supportive and sweet.

He's also very hot.

I'd like him to compliment me more, but other than that i'm very happy. I love him with all of my heart and really do see us spending the rest of our lives together. I hope we do, anyway.

Heart or head....which one do you follow?.

You know when you're making the 'big' decision's in life, how do you make them?.

Do you follow your heart, and to hell with the consequences, or do you be sensible, and go with your head?.

I ask this, as i have mentioned previously, that i'm going through a bit of an emotional rollercoaster, and the majority of the time i feel that i don't know anything anymore.

Do i go back 'home' or stay where i am, at the beach?. Do i go back to a job i know how to do or challenge myself in a total new one?. Do i have faith in the skill's i have or do i want to 'refresh' them?.

I don't have the answer's to any of these question's. I think i am just gonna play it by ear, and see what (else) life throw's at me.

My favourite 'Beatles' song's.

I had a discussion earlier with the boyfriend about the Beatles, and i thought i would share my favourite song's by the group.

Here goes, in no particular order:

'Paperback Writer'. It inspired 'last train to Clarksville', which i love.

'Love me do'. So catchy.

'Hey Jude'. A classic that i thought everyone would know (not my boyfriend, apparently).

'I wanna hold your hand'. Another catchy tune by the lads.

'Ticket to ride'. I love this song. Always have.

'Yesterday'. So beautiful.

'Penny Lane'. My mum's favourite.

'Let it be'. Another classic.

My favourite cover of a beatles track has to be Billy J Kramer's 'Do you want to know a secret?'. I love that song, and that particular version. Don't know why, i just do.

Wish i didn't call my friend's girlfriend a 'super bitch'.

At the time i didn't know either of them that well, so it was just me judging their relationship 'from the outside'.

But now, i am actually quite good friend's with the guy, and he's been confiding in me about her, and, i realize i may have been wrong to think of her as a 'super bitch'.

Ok, she's treated my friend badly, but she has problem's, and her own issue's to deal with, and a little part of me actually admires her for not letting anyone push her around and not caring what anyone think's of her.

I just really hope she clean's up her act, and realizes she's maybe been given a second chance with my friend. Second chances don't happen that often, and should not be wasted.

Got some of our storage today.

Feel so happy today. I have my stuff (well, some of it anyway) and i feel that i can finally settle down at this house for a bit.

It feel's like we can, eventually, put a line underneath everything that has happened in the last few week's.

Thankyou, too, to my boyfriend, who helped move a load of furniture. We couldn't have done it without him.

Just feel happy at last.

'Burn Notice' is no more.

I love 'Burn Notice', it's one of my favourite show's ever. It's about an ex-spy who is trying to find out who got him sacked (or 'burned', as they call it in the spy world) while trying to help people who need his help.

Michael (the lead character) is helped by his ex girlfriend, the trigger happy Fiona, his best friend, Sam (Bruce Campbell) and later on in the series, Jesse, an agent Michael manages to get 'burned', as well as his chain smoking mum, Madeline.

It's a mix of action, drama, comedy with a little romance thrown in for good measure.

Anyway, the final episode of this brilliant show was aired in America this week. I read some spoiler's, as i have no idea when us in the UK will get to see it, and it sounded good.

Even though the show is no more, i will still watch the dvd's and re-run's. I will ALWAYS love this show.

A little story i wrote, called "Jaded".

She tried to remember back to a time when she was happy, and he was by her side.
It had only been five year's since they had met. They had got married a short time later and they had two children.
But she wasn't enough for him.
He hated the fact that she put the children before his need's. He was not the most important person in her life anymore.
That's why he started having affair's with the girl's in the office. They gave him the attention she didn't.
And yet, she would never leave him. No matter how miserable he made her, she didn't want to be alone.
And he would never leave her because, deep down inside, he still loved her.
They both figured out that it was better to be together and unhappy than it was to be alone and scared.