For ages, i avoided any movies that had gore and excessive blood in them. I thought i'd get a little 'queasy' at the images, but i thought i'd be brave and watch a gory(ish) movie.
And i loved it. I have no idea why i thought i'd be squeamish, but i'm not. I remember when i was a kid, watching 'children's hospital', they'd show some kid having open heart surgery (or some kinda other operation) and i'd be sitting there fascinated by the blood and things.
I was a weird child.
I lost a lot of who i was when i had my anxiety and depression issues, and i kinda had to 're-discover' who i was, so i think me re-discovering that i'm not really squeamish (and whatever i have issue's with, i can get over) is just another sign that i'm getting back to the person that i used to be.
And i loved it. I have no idea why i thought i'd be squeamish, but i'm not. I remember when i was a kid, watching 'children's hospital', they'd show some kid having open heart surgery (or some kinda other operation) and i'd be sitting there fascinated by the blood and things.
I was a weird child.
I lost a lot of who i was when i had my anxiety and depression issues, and i kinda had to 're-discover' who i was, so i think me re-discovering that i'm not really squeamish (and whatever i have issue's with, i can get over) is just another sign that i'm getting back to the person that i used to be.
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